Don’t Look Down

I hope I made the right choice.
It just seemed like a waste of time to go to these rehearsals for, literally, two scenes...especially when I don't do anything significant and my grades are tanking.
And its not as if I've gone to any of my rehearsals. Between being stacked with work and "I don't feel well", I've missed a lot. And then the whole, going to rehab situation. I have no idea what's going on.
But I know I'll regret it.
I regretted it while I was saying it.

But the thing is, I don't even care about the show.


Its crazy how one specific thing can manipulate my actions...