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Don’t Look Down
A Story of Evolution
You Live So Much Its Like You're Dying
Posted on 3/17/08 at 06:26 pmI Feel: depressed
I'm Listening To: Save You // Simple Plan
I feel as if everything is slowly coming to an end. I still don't know who the fuck I am. All I know is that I'm a depressed, confused, fucked-up, dumbass.
I've still been beating myself up for being stupid enough to believe they did it for me. What I've learned from all this is never to believe someone who says "I want to help." Now when I need it the most, I don't have anything. I have addictions, fears, and insecurities from the "help" I got and the only thing that can get rid of it all isn't here.
Nothing right now is real anymore.
Nothing I've done has gotten me anywhere.
I just need to give up on myself. I'm hopeless.
I've still been beating myself up for being stupid enough to believe they did it for me. What I've learned from all this is never to believe someone who says "I want to help." Now when I need it the most, I don't have anything. I have addictions, fears, and insecurities from the "help" I got and the only thing that can get rid of it all isn't here.
Nothing right now is real anymore.
Nothing I've done has gotten me anywhere.
I just need to give up on myself. I'm hopeless.