Don’t Look Down

I didn't sleep at all last night.
Lately, I've been falling asleep and waking up every few hours.

Last night, I couldn't sleep at all.
All I could do was sit in my bed and listen to my iPod. At one point, I came downstairs to get something to eat but realized I wasn't hungry... I tried to watch TV.

When I was tired again, I went back to bed but ended up just staring at my ceiling.
I can't sleep anymore.

I'm afraid of my dreams.

You're anxious to finish something, but take it one day at a time and it will end up so much better. Avoiding problems is not nearly as effective as tackling them head-on. Look the issue straight in the face and then do something about it. Even if you can usually convince yourself of nearly anything, your stream of clever words won't be heard by your irrational needs now. Emotions, not cool reason, are dictating your thoughts. Instead of redirecting your feelings, try listening to them.

My Analysis...
So, I should obviously stop ignoring everything because it makes it worse. (I've already figured that out.)
I need to just deal with it. Somehow "they" know I'm convincing myself otherwise...(creepy.) I won't be able to control this. I need to go along with it? Uhh...I should talk to them... (but I don't know how...) Its the only thing that will make me feel better...

I take my horoscopes way too seriously....then again, its because they're way too sketch.