Don’t Look Down

I put my name on the audition sheet.
...I went back later and crossed it off.

"Do you have a ride home?"
"Yeah"
"You sure?"
"Totally..."
...No. Why does my head think one thing but my mouth says something else?

Despite a few things, I felt great today.
It wasn't even that I felt content or comfortable with myself.
I felt fucking fantastic.
I talked to people I don't usually talk to.
I don't even know why. I just felt extremely sociable today. 

I think its because Names has made me realize there are people out there that are more fucked up than me...
I hear peoples' negative experiences and it somehow boosts me up...I feel terrible saying that.

Does that make me a bad person?...