Don’t Look Down

 I've been thinking about what he said...
He's right.
I'm just not ready for it. I'm not ready to be that way. I don't want to be that way.
I know he's right...about the situation and about me.
I'm weak. I'm stupid. I don't know anything.
I'm weak...
I can't handle going through life that way. I can't deal with going out and being judged and hated just for some stupid choice. I can't accept not having the life I want.
I can't...