Don’t Look Down

I was writing this and it totally reminded me of those lame things we do in Geometry.

If it is snowing, then I am soo not going to that party.
If I'm soo not going to that party, then I have absolutely nothing planned for tonight.
If I have absolutely nothing planned for tonight, then I'm going to be mad bored.
If I'm going to be mad bored, then someone needs to call me to make plans.

In conclusion:
If it is snowing, then someone needs to call me to make plans. 

In conlusion to that conclusion:
I soo need to get out more.

I'm not really sure of anything at this point.
Do I give up on myself?
Do I keep going like this and expect it happen the way I want it to?
Am I supposed to agree to everyone...or agree with myself?
I'm not that way.
I thought I was.
I was wrong...I think.
So...what do I do now? 

My problems don't have to do with political views. They have to do with personal views.
I hate being so fucked up...and I hate having people emphasize it.