Don’t Look Down

I realize 2008 won't be "A New Beginning" if I can't start off fresh. You can't begin when you haven't even ended.
I've made it clear numerous times that I'm over "October". I'm just not over "November/December" if you catch my drift. I actually don't think I want to be over it. I miss it but I'm going to need to try and start over.

You see It in the hallway. It passes by. 
You're nervous as hell. You miss everything that happened. You want it to happen again.
People start rumors. People talk shit.
Get Over It.
You wish you hadn't hesistated when the offer was there.
You weren't really sure about yourself. By the time you figured out you wanted more, it was too late.
That car is everywhere and makes you nervous no matter where you are.
Get Over It.
Seeing It walk by makes you happy and -- at the same time -- scared shitless.
Get Over It!!
Your dreams about It never seem to stop...
You're going to feel this way about the situation forever...
...You realize writing this isn't going to help...
...Get Over It?